Tuesday, 26 February 2008

waiting

I should be reading buddy journals, commenting and writing updates here. I should be. But it is probably best that I don't. I am broody and I know I am best keeping out of everybody's way when I am like this.

I can't think past my appointment tomorrow and what the outcome might be. I am trying to convince myself that it will be something simple and easily fixed. My darker half refuses to believe. My darker half is convinced the news will be dire.

So, if you'll excuse me, I'll just quietly brood in solitude.

4 comments:

bluesleepy said...

I'd love to sit next to you on the veranda, preferably in rocking chairs, and brood in silence. Maybe I'd hold your hand for a bit, to make sure you knew I was still there, but still. Just sitting, and brooding, and thinking together... but still our own thoughts.

At any rate, I am thinking of you. And I am sending up good thoughts in hopes that your issue is simple and easy to fix. I wish I could send hugs, but unfortunately my arms don't reach to Down Under. Take care of yourself, my friend.

art sez: said...

dont brood in solitude. brood with us, we are with you, sipping ice tea, and eating cake, and brooding.

golfwidow said...

Hug.

Lena . . . said...

Yup - I'm brooding too and best left to myself at this point. But my reasons aren't as scary as yours. I'll be thinking about you and keeping fingers and toes crossed that it's nothing serious.